i tried so hard to tell myself that you're gone.
but though you are still with me,
i've been alone all along.

alright. took back my results today (again). and got a D7 for maths. i got courses offered too. just hope i can make it. shrugs. epic failure.

on a happier note, went out with ms D today. after she came to my house. and said hi to my fierce mother. hahaha. went to vivo city. wanted to get tops from there. cant seem to find any that i really liked. was close to buying one shirt from volcom though. ms D tried like alot of tops. and bought 1 of them and a pair of jeans. after vivo, headed suntec and shopped around. bought delicious gummies from a shop which i forgot what's the name. went to marina afterwards. saw 4skin over there. so each bought a tshirt from there. hahaha. sama sama one. caught a movie after that. 'The House' ar. thai film. about hauntings. typical thai ghost film i would say. haha. 3 out of 5 stars. and sent her home after that.



this is the shirt.


and 1 of many photos. haha.




and still, we are not together. ha.

and i sat by the curb we last said goodbye.

"Apologize"
I'm holding on your rope
Got me ten feet off the ground
And I'm hearing what you say
But I just can't make a sound
You tell me that you need me
Then you go and cut me down
But wait...
You tell me that you're sorry
Didn't think I'd turn around and say..

That it's too late to apologize, it's too late
I said it's too late to apologize, it's too late

I'd take another chance, take a fall, take a shot for you
And I need you like a heart needs a beat(
But that's nothing new)
Yeah yeah

I loved you with a fire red, now it's turning blue
And you say
Sorry like the Angel Heaven let me think was you,
But I'm afraid

It's too late to apologize, it's too late
I said it's too late to apologize, it's too late
Woahooo woah

It's too late to apologize, it's too late
I said it's too late to apologize, it's too late
I said it's too late to apologize, yeah
I said it's too late to apologize, yeah

I'm holding on your rope
Got me ten feet off the ground...




sigh. happy 18th birthday anyway zy. best wishes.



here's to you.


zнιчопq 18 says:
i prefer hitting on guys
zнιчопq 18 says:
nicol entertains me with his boing boing

i really just needed you to come back.

sentosa tanning with zk , wz , and thomas. fg was suppose to go. but he woke up late. met him at night at arena. my temperature's so high right now. >_>

was quite happy. day well spent with doreen as well. even though it's a simple bus trip. alright. nights all.

thank you my brothers. the 12 of you guys. :) you know who you are. we get totally wasted on vodka and heineken. i'm really semi drunk man. i love you all. thank you. seriously. and doreen, if you can read this, i love you as well. all i ask for is a chance. please.


happy new year everyone. best wishes.