went to school today. saw loads of ex hyss. hang around with butt. played soccer with loads of people. all the usual ones where i used to played with. went for mac at jurongspring after soccer. wanted to go swimming. but was too tired. day well spent. especially seeing ms tracy. :) changed my blog song.


Did I disappoint you or let you down?
Should I be feeling guilty or let the judges frown?
'Cause I saw the end before we'd begun,
Yes I saw you were blinded and I knew I had won.
So I took what's mine by eternal right.
Took your soul out into the night.
It may be over but it won't stop there,
I am here for you if you'd only care.
You touched my heart you touched my soul.
You changed my life and all my goals.
And love is blind and that I knew when,
My heart was blinded by you.
I've kissed your lips and held your head.
Shared your dreams and shared your bed.
I know you well, I know your smell
.I've been addicted to you.

Goodbye my lover.
Goodbye my friend.
You have been the one.
You have been the one for me.

I am a dreamer but when I wake,
You can't break my spirit - it's my dreams you take.
And as you move on, remember me,
Remember us and all we used to be
I've seen you cry,
I've seen you smile.
I've watched you sleeping for a while.
I'd be the father of your child.
I'd spend a lifetime with you.
I know your fears and you know mine.
We've had our doubts but now we're fine,
And I love you,
I swear that's true.
I cannot live without you.

Goodbye my lover.
Goodbye my friend.
You have been the one.
You have been the one for me.

And I still hold your hand in mine.
In mine when I'm asleep.
And I will bear my soul in time,
When I'm kneeling at your feet.
Goodbye my lover.
Goodbye my friend.
You have been the one.
You have been the one for me.
I'm so hollow, baby, I'm so hollow.
I'm so, I'm so, I'm so hollow.






spare me the heartbreaks, ms frog.

Gonna go back to school tomorrow. gonna see loads of people i guess. shrugs.

shall end here. :( you got me on my knees. :'(((((((((

gek sim ar.

something from eugene .

Been lunia-ing heavily :x ahh. got to go back to lunia now. :D thanks eugene.



Asked eugene to do this for me few days ago. here it is :D

1) Something random about him:Nicol thinks he's a butterfly. 0_0

2) Most memorable thing he has said to me:"OMG! Only fucking gays take neoprints!" -_-

3) The clearest memory I have of him:Once, he told me to "fuck off" because I asked him if they spelt his name wrongly on the form (It was without the 'E'). Back then, I didn't realise that the Nicol being spelt "N-I-C-O-L-E" was supposed to be a joke.

4) A colour that I associate with him:Orange. It's a bright colour.

5) Something I like about him:That he's spontaneous, unpredictable and a bit lame sometimes.

6) The Animal he reminds me of: Chipmunk!! He laughs like a chipmunk! Looks like one too!

7) The song that I would associate with him: "Da ya think I'm sexy" by Rod Stewart! It's one of Rod Stewart's number 1 hits. Somehow, the concept behind the song seems like his style. LOL!

just got home after going out ith fg,wz,zk,thomas,jh and mingting. great meeting them again. met buttie at cine today! sexy pink skinnies. lol. after that owned dota at e2max. played my favourite foosball and proceed to watch dead silence. was clinging on to wz most of the time :x not really scary right now when i think back of the movie. i would give this 2/5 stars :x and the ending theme song really sounds like secret's.

gonna go swim and go back to hyss next week for teacher's day. :D i hope to see everyone again soon.



that ms frog must be happily sleeping now. sleep tight alright. love ya.

addicted to lunia-ing man. the game play is really different from other mmorpgs. :D give it a try!


and right now i am waiting for the stupid ms frog to go home. hurry up la. :(

went for english oral. was alright. except that i stammer a little :( went to town after that to find thomas. and he made his purchase of his john varvatos. nice man. :D anyway. veryvery tired already. gonna sleep now nights.



i miss you so.

blogger was down just now. went to fetch ms frog from town today. came back to jurong point and met jh for dinner. he really very cb. his o level pass with cb colors. now pursing a diploma in cb. :x

o level eng orals in 10 hours! wish me luck :x

The Blog Keeping Rules
1. Each blogger must post these rules first.
2. Each blogger starts with eight random facts/habits about themselves
3. Bloggers that are tagged need to write on their own blog about their eight things and post there rules. At the end of your blog, you need to choose eight people to get tagged and list their names.
4. Don't forget to leave them a comment telling them they're tagged and to read your blog

8 facts/habits about me
1. I always ask for sweet & sour sauce when i eat mac. (except for macdelivery)
2. I tell more then 10 lies a day selling shoes.
3. I enjoy hearing the knocking sound of the shoes when i put on my formal shoes.
4. I can't sing.
5. I re arrange my hair before i bathe.
6. I am always dreaming of studying in a poly.
7. I'm yearning for you, Ms Frog.
8. I'm still single.



8 peeps
1. Eugene Kwok
2.John Goh
3. Rebecca Ko
4. Jasmine Tan
5. Edwin
6. Hong Wei
7. Wai Kiat
8. Any one else ba.

things are not exactly what i want them to be right now. sigh.

boring day at home. last day of work tml. the end.

did not blog today. quite late already and ms frog is tired. dun wanna keep her waiting. so gonna go sleep with her now already. good nights. and get well soon ms frog. i love you. < d3

:\ boring day alright. real boring. interview at NUM today. late for work.

lazy to blog la!



i open your window, not knowing what to say.

went out to fetch doreen today. because i skip work again. gonna go tomorrow though. i can't stand going back to that place. zzz. hmm. going for the NUM interview tomorrow. met jh in the night for dinner. he is always late. -_- anywayy. the end. :\ quite tired now.


why do i always seem so redundant.

what if one of these days, i went out without my phone or my identification. and got caught in a accident. i was badly disfigured. rushed to the hospital. just in time for me to survive. the staff there have no idea who to contact as i have no identification on me. what's more i cant recall much from my memory.


my family will be wondering where i went
my brothers will think that i have run out of value on my prepaid or my com has broken down
colleagues will think i have quit
but you, will just forget you ever knew me.


that's why i need a tattoo to be indentified! nah. was kidding. hai. :'(

the end. random post


is it really fun to see me put on a front? ah. as long as you are happy.

skipped work. dont feel like working at all. went jogging in the night with zhangkai. he's a weak ass. keep walk walk walk. and uh. came home. mum ordered mac. her bday. cut cake. the end. gonna dota now.



why the fuck am i second to every one all the time.

ouch. :D i'm loving it. the feeling is unbearable. shall end. not quite in the right mood.




ice cold heineken. ;D

back from pool with jt and gl and gang. uh. told my boss that i was gonna quit today. next tuesday last day already. so yep. went to work with doreen as usual. sent her to cck. and my hand nearly broke.

anyway. with refernce to fg's PSM. : what is the first thing you do when you bathe. strangely, for me. it's re arranging my hair. till it looks nice and and proceed to rinse my body with water. dumb right. arrange nice and go wet it.

anyway. tagged by jasmine. -_- i hate such things. -_-



List out the top 5 presents you wish for:
-Get into a poly.
-Get rich
-peace no fights. :\ shrugs.
-more money
-my second half. doreen :\

Answer the following questions
:- The person who tagged you is: jasmine tan!/
Your relationship with her is: buttie
Your 5 impressions of her: loud,noisy,lame,loud and a failure in love. :D alright. sama sama
The most memorable thing she had done for you: uh. shan't mention.
The most memorable words she had said to you: you this fucking cb
If he/ she becomes your lover, you will: i will slap her and ask her to talk softer. LOL
If he/ she becomes your lover, things he/ she has to improve on will be: talk softer. you're a lady man. -_-
If he/ she becomes your enemy, you will: BACKSTAB HER. LOL. nah. she wont be my enemy.
If he/ she becomes your enemy, the reason will be: because she says i am still a kid
The most desired thing you want to do for him/ her now is: teach me maths seriously.
Your overall impression of him/ her is: good friend to be, just need to know what's true and what's not
How do you think people around you will feel about you? no idea.
The characteristic (s) you love of yourself is /are: no idea.
On the contrary. the characteristic (s) you hate of yourself is/ are: i think alot.
The most ideal person you want to be is: a rich guy.
For people that care and like you, say something to them: thanks alot. to the certain few. :)


/ Pass this quiz to 10 people that you wish to know how they feel about you:
1) FG
2) JH
3) ZK
4) WZ
5) Eugene
6) HZ
7) Rebecca KO
8)Natalie lim -_-
9) edwin
10)rebecca tung
Who is No. 6 having a relationship with? hmm. no idea.
Is No. 9 a female or male?male
If No. 7 and 10 are together, will it be a good thing? uh. both rebecca. both female. -_-
How about No. 8 and 5? perfect match. da jie da and my class monitor.
What is No.2 studying about? how to make electrical boards. -_-
When was the last time you had a chat with No. 3? 2 days back at his house.
What kind of music band does No. 8 like? my singing. i have no idea seriously.
Does No. 1 has any siblings? 1 older and 1 younger sister.
Will you woo No. 3? uh. he's happily attached to his beloved.
How about No. 7? hahaha!
Is No. 4 single? yes i guess. :X
What's the surname of No. 5? KWOK!
What's the name of No. 10? Rebecca la. !
What's the hobby of No. 4? uh. dota obviously.
Do No.5 and 9 get along well? duno each other!
Where is No. 2 studying at? SP
Talk something casually about No. 1? one of my best bro.
Have you tried developing feelings for No. 8? what the fuck. da jie. i seriously dont put your name there because of this question!
Where does No. 9 live at? batok
What colour does No. 4 likes? yellow?
Are No. 5 and 1 best friends? dun think so
Does No. 7 likes No. 2? how i know -_-
How do you get to know No. 2? through bullying him in sec 4.
Does No. 1 have any pets? a cute bitch
Is No. 7 the sexiest person in the world? uh. -_- how am i suppose to answer this.


the end. anyway. stop asking about my hand. just some random punch on the door. i lose my anger easily for those who know me well enough, you guys should know.




the feeling of being alone is leaking yet again. or has it always been.

came home after catching a movie with butt. 881. papaya. was alright for a $7 dollars movie. went home after that. i wanna quit my job. asap. and i do not know how to open my mouth to that fucking boss. shall end here. my hand hurts.





and uh. yep. ouyssimi

just got home from zhangkai's house. thanks alot. only he shall know of what happened. shall not mention more about it. yep. shall end here. might not be able to update in the near future. so yea. ask around for my number if you need to contact me.

got home after work. to and back with doreen, receive the braun buffel wallet i ordered too. :D gonna eat grass for the rest of the month. jasmine. please teach me maths. the end. :)

anyway, it's confirmed. i am gonna quit working in takashimaya. shall end. fucking tired. and that doreen went to bed without me. rawr. nights.

just reached home after going out with junting and gl 's gang. went marina south for steam boat. and head down to cine for the movie 'Secret'. this movie is fucking nice.quite a twist to the story in the middle part. shall not reveal more. i wanna watch it again. prefably with a female(doreen) date please :x alright. got to go bathe and sleep now. work in 10 hours -_-

back. after towning with thomas. went down to citylink to find him. bad mistake. fucking crowded alright. stupid ndp. roar. went to num and find him. looked for my jacket in topman marina. no more size S. so went to take bus 7 to town. went to foodrepublic to eat. and wisma to look for it. no more size S. went to isetan. settled for another design. size xs. so yep. gonna dota now. feeling sick. and gonna skip work tomorrow. :D fucked up people from my company anyway. so yep. the end.





it's good to fall in love again. just dont hurt yourself.

back from work. been going to work and home with doreen everyday now. :D met fg at woodlands yesterday. then uh. went home. bought my hugoboss selection today. and went to cck with doreen. and came home. the end. ~






< d3 i love you.

how the fuck do i defer the fucking ns when i have no school :s


back from work. met thomas in town at night. accompanied him to num's office for him to get scolded. rofl. then went to take the train. came back to boonlay. saw fg coincidentaly at control station. 242 home together. lol. so yea. the end.


when i say i miss you, i really do. unlike you.

just got home after going out with thomas and brian. went to bugis followed by town and arena for pool. brian is a happy boy after doing his shopping. i am so going to get the jacket/sweater/cardigan :S / pull-over / jumper from top man. dunno what is it actually. so me and thomas named it that piece of clothing. :D i want it on me now! went to arena at night. played some pool. holy fuck. miss cue whole night. looking forward to simpsons with them on sunday or saturday night. gonna go to sleep with my love now. :D






i will stay regardless of what.

It's hurts when the truth is revealed to you after 3 months. < d3

went to work with doreen as usual today. and went home with her. now every one thinks she is my biao jie. -_- sigh. no really in the right mood to blog yea. nights all D:

1staugust. the day you gave me the first kiss. it might well be the last.