here to blog about today. today was the first day where we were sitted in a different position in class. ms tracy change der. now ahRAY infront of me , ahKEN behind be and ahTAD beside ahKEN. lol. all sit so class. first half of the day had maths chinese and englishg lor. english teacher told us whole class passed oral. hmms. maths ar. learn new thing. yesterday i no go school . so today look so lost. and chinese was mr chen's china history stories. interesting. =x today was kinda boring lar. mr lee never come 2 periods free. wasted one period talking. should have go sleep. then second period sleep lor. =x then poa was alright too. today we all so hardworking. stay back after school to complete our homework. now come home i left geography homework only neh~ and half done ler. prouds of myself. =x


after doing homework the usual guys wanted to buy *pok* and i did not want. so i went home with weixin. proud of myself again. ^^ took 157 with weixin and along the way a huge thunderstorm started. the lightning was so scary i tell you that even i keep looking up at the sky. =x and the rain was so huge i cant see jurong point from the bus. lol. like got mist liddat. wei xin pei me go jp to eat because of the big rain. had LJS and after eating around 3.45. we went home ler. reach home at 4pm then slept at 5pm. life's so boring.

by right today after school i have to go to science centre der. but i skipped it. tomorrow sure die lor. =\ but mr lau today after school wanted see me ma. punishment for breaking 2 windows. =\ awaits the cane or CWO? sadded.

and i notice something about me. ever since i eaten the mouldy bread, i have a lousy appetite. =x i cant seem to finish any of my food. what's happening?! stomach got worms ler. =x

hmm. forget about it. today afternoon was feeling so lonely. =x no one answered my phone. hmph. if only she could change. =) but? ha.

take care on the ulcer~

in simple terms. A cannot live without B. A needs B as much as B needs A. That's why A and B can be seen together everynight. thus forming the equatation A + B = <3 lols.


BORING~

Finally in the mood to blog about the adakhoo work shop thingy ler .

DAY 1

First day of this thingy. i was late ler. go met fg gl they all and took a cab to sch. went in everyone was already sitting down ler. then we anyhow sit lor. take the front rows. but good la. front rows = can concentrate better ma. went in this guy ramesh was the first trainer of our day la. he was so damn hilarious. and he keeps spitting his holy water on me. he call holy water cause it came out from his hole aka his mouth and he named it holy water. then he keep coming wipe for me lor. then one time while wiping he handed me the mike and ask me my name. i of course chua tio and said .errr. nicol. and he said hello, and called himself pamela. i was like. " do i look female to you?"
then he continue jumping around larhs. and telling jokes and stories. and introced concepts like : past not equal future , in order to succeed must be disclipline ar. and alot mans. oh yea. participate a 100%! the most repeated quote during the 3 days i bet. then lunch back a new trainer came. he was danny. he was here to teach us how to use our might brain. lol. telling us we never ever notice about our brain der. how we shuld activate our memory etc etc. then after that wayne came. he's the trainer i will remember the most i guess. tell u all why. he's in charge of speed reading der. then we need to do exercise. so he split the class into 2 and the slower half will have to forfeit. and my group happen to be the slower one lor. then we keep doign all the forfeit. the worse part is that i am the fugging leader. lol. -_- and i had to stand on a chair to do those stupid forfeit actions with them. wa lao. damn paiseh. sibeh suay lor. then dinner dinner ler. then after dinner ramesh came back. we watched a movie. and release ler. went to prata with those usuals der. then cab home. reached 11pm+ then never bathe jiu go sleep ler. =x



DAY 2

Same thing went to met fg and cab to school again. gl did not come today. cause he too sian ler. me and fg go only lor. then go mama shop talk talk. talk until we late go in again. today danny was first. he shared with us how to remb things better. then i forgot who came ler. wayne or ramesh. but we did same exercise also la. and today even i change to another group. still keep on lose lor. and yea. need to those stupid actions. and standing on the chair dere. i was damn paiseh again. -_- then lunch then dunno wad ler. =x wa. cant remember much of say 2. except that i know ramesh came and did sort of a wake up call for us. he told use about our parents. how we had been treating them. then he talk till 90% of the pple in the room cried. those 10% are those bloody fuckers. who dun care about people feeling and laughed the whole session away. or those who just go to the toilet for nothing. or those who simply are not concentrating hard enough to make their tears flow. but this ramesh guy is really good at makign people cry. lol. he got angry with us la. not with us. but with those who laugh during the session. for me personally, i think they are just so selfish. -_- u all dun wan care about ur parents fine la. but us leh? those who really wan concentrate. they just don't think. and was dinner ler. after dinner danny came. talk talk talk again. and went home. today took cab straight home with fg. cause too tired ler. bathe and slept. =x


DAY 3

Today no cab to school ler. =x i took a bus. lol.
Today last day ler. Wayne came and did the speed reading thing again. most of us improve ler. we can read 1036 words per mintue and understand the passage up till 90%. cool huh? luckily today dun need forfeit. means i dun need stand on chair those things. =x then danny also continued his brain thingy. he thought us many methods on remembering things. kinda useful la. cause it helps us remember those words. then go exam easier ma. then so fast lunch again ler. this 3 days be it lunch or dinner. i always first to go down eat. =x lol. cause go see the food first. typical singaporean eh? then ramesh today also did not say much ba. just tell us mroe about life and how we shuld succeed all those lor. watch another movie and went for dinner ler. then it was the closing ceremony. so sian. then last segment they wan people go up on stage talk ma. then i also dunno why. i went up surprising eh? maybe cause michael sms me ask me go and the stupid nat. wan people to go with her. so i anything lor. went up talk talk. lol. then finally the programme ended ler. gl came down and waited us at sch gate. lol.went to 496 sat down. talk talk drink tea. then i started drawing guoliang. then all of them say very realistic sia. i so pro eh? =x then when they all going ler. then left fg thomas mt at 496, the rest of us cab home ler.


In the first day , i never knew why did i attended this course, never knew why i wanted to go to school and i never once understand what i want in life. I thought this was one of those programmes which waste my holidays. But i was so wrong. this programmes changed my perspective towards life. how i must be happy in order to succeed. although the 3 trainers and the sound crew wont see this. but thanks for coming down to this ordinary school to conduct this course for us. remember ! : Choices have consequences =) Choose what you can do , but not the consequences. =x

too tired to comment about the past 2 days. will do so tomorrow night or thursday afternoon after the whole adam khoo thingy finish.

yawns*

so tired nowadays. and i do not know why. over exhaustion i guess. nothing happening really happened much today. just that i had a great time playing pool on friday night. as usual the 4e6 usual. my pool teacher guoliang pang seh all of us. just to pei eileen home to bukit panjang. F5. so went on to play with them. not bad la. i only lost to fg dat night. blarh. even john the sel proclaimed 3e6 2005 pool champion lost to me. -__- reached home around 11pm+? cause went buy supper ma. that's why so late.

then today morning went for ncc. the PT was like one of the most extreme =x but felt great as it's a once a week excersise for me after all. if i dun do after 1 month all the muscles flabby ler. then help the part A sort out their uniform. it;s the most irritating part. all the part As do not remember their beret , hat , uniform sizes. and i dunno how the fuck to issue the uniform to them. so i just tikum tikum. but ended up i guess all the sizes correctly except for a few which suay suay not enough uniform of that size must take bigger uniform. so pek chek when giving them. and those helping me. also kanna scolded by me. *feels bad* =x ok la. i shouted alot today. so sore throat ler. and oh ya. when carrying those dumb boxes. i can even fell and cut myself. how dumb eh? or should i say clumsy.

after ncc went home. was feeling so so tired liao. so called dad hoping that he can give me the permission to skip tuition. and surprisingly , he did! and so i skipped tuition once again. =x went to sleep from 3+ - 5+ wake ler. still feel so tired.. i dunno why. i just dun seem to have that much energy nowadays. actually going for pool with sheng fu der. but also too tired ler. so just slack around my house till now. yea.

gonna sleep soon ler. can't stand it ler. still need wait her talk finish to her darling. she sleep then i can sleep. -_- sian lar. guess won't be going out tomorrow ler. hmm. sighs.

shall blog about today and yesterday since yesteray friend came to ton. so could not blog.

yesterday went to town with jt.mt.fg.gl.thomas.zicong.qiyi.

then at town actually wanted to go cinelesiure eat pastamania de. but some one dun wan. so sua ler. went to kfc instead. but in the end so crowded. ended up in yoshinoya. ordered for the, and i think of bugis de yoshinoya ler. i still have the video xD after that i met csb with his friends. also met my old POA teacher. ms jaimehoe. after eating went behind cinelesuire there. sit sit. talk long time nah. then got pple jumping over people there. lol. like monkeys.

then after that late ler. around 10+ till 11 ler. went to behind somerset mrt there. talk alot with jaime. she adult ler. tell me alot about life. hmm. then went home with them around 11+ reach home at 11.55 with ming ting. he come my house ton. we slept at 4am+ ba. talk talk alot also. sigh. no one can really understand me. thus. i dunno how to tell them so much about me. i'm complicated. when i have nothing. i go to nothing. no one really sees beneath what i am telling. no one really think what i am thinking of. hmm?


TODAY

woke at 9am+ jiu go in maple play play ler. ming ting still sleeping ma. he snore loud like pig sia. =x go play play till 11+ he woke ler. then i stop mapling jiu go bathe ler. then he also. then we went out met guoliang. then had lunch. went to nam dai dere de kopidiam. ate roasted pork noodles. damn nice. =x must go eat leh. cheap also. at 2.50 only. after that went to pok. then pok alot. hai. apologies. went to a deserted play ground. lie down on the slide. and listen to my mp3. then when in comes to the song "Qing Tian" suddenly thunder and rain ler. i continued lying dere. on the slide. thinking of many things. looking at the awaying trees over my head. with the song replaying in my mp3. i cant help but contribute to the water falling. then after the rain gets bigger ler. we seek shelter under a void deck. then pok. also alot. dunno why. sighs. apologise again. then we got this crazy idea to remove our shirts to let the rain water splash on us. so we did so llor. of course no one was around. then after taking pics all cold till wan die liao. so wore back shirt. pok again. then we all walk back to namdai. met jiaen+ eileen. so we walk to gekpoh eat KFC. during kfc. we play with those food. =x add chilli and ketchup to mash potato. then mix around. then me and mt finish everything. strangely no stomachache. then 7pm+ fengguang called back after around 20 miss calls i left him and gl left him even more. we walk back to namdai. meet fg under his block. during the walk back. we heard a cry coming out from juying primary school. but we look in only to see a cat. so eerie. *shivers* then pei fg go his hse der eat eat . i steal his $10 treat everyone roti prata. lol. =x in the end say i treat de. =x of course he know about it la. then we play with food also. fg 1 min finish 2 prata sia. then drank 2 plate of curry. crazy eh? then we also follow suit lor. fold the roti prata to small small. then stuff into mouth. after that was the iced milo drinking competition. drink like crazy also. the whole kopidiam was like filled with our crazy laughter. lol. then we play with food once again, curry + iced milo. with free ice. lol. the guys each took few mouthful lor. strangely till now i have stomachache sia. =x then going 8 ler. went home le lor. the end. =)




really enjoyed the rainning part loads. thanks gl and mt. =) for being dere. yea. and guoliang. dun sad ler. =) cya tml morning.

it's finally over. =) finally i know ler. the burden gone. have fun rui qi. =) like u never had before.

shall blog about today. decided to start bloggin again today.

probably because i am having such a boring lifestyle now. school , hangingout , home , maple , sleep. it's a routine i follow almost everyday today. most probably i'm still not use to it i guess. too used to being the nic i am before. wake so early to go school with her , wait for her as long as 4 hours for her after school alone. going home always being the one calling her. let's just wished i get used to me and my brothers now. afterall. quoting from her , Friends are Forever. so yea.

felt proud of myself today. POA last test 8/15 this test 9/15. my teacher mrs tan was very supportive of me i guess. she wrote notes everytime on my test papers always giving me encouragement. although some sees it as she is scolding me , it's a encouragement to me. *hints POA test tomorrow* she told me that i have wasted more then a year of neglecting my POA and she gave me a nick name. =x The Wasted One. lol. i don't mind that la. she's encouraging me by purposely scolding me then make me do much better. so i must thank her. =x

i kind of realise the importance of studies now. might be too late? lol. i dunno why. i am so serious in class / lab lessons now. probably because fg was my lab partner. lol. later do wrong he scold me. o levels coming in a few months. jia you ar!

oh yea. and today. i did not touched a cigarette man. was happy. congratulate me some one? let me feel proud of myself. then to drown me in cold water with a. oh.. okay. good. haha.

i shall stop for the day ler ba. go play play maple. =)

@ fg : faster do ur blog please
@weixin : good luck on your makeover =)
You may choose your actions , not your consequences. =)