mia for quite a few days. :x anyway. spent the night of wednesday at esplanade with D. got home in the morning of thursday. nothing much on thursday.

went out to study with shah and jasmine on friday. D came down to jurong to find me after that. :D thank you.
after sending her off in her cab. went to find zk hz and wz and their 2 Sp friends under my house. haha.t hey are guitar enthsiasts. and went up at 1+.

sms'ed with D all the way till the morning. and before i know it. :) ty. 29th's our date. i love you.

today was just another studying daty. met junting at 4.30 at jp. and proceed to block 689's study corner o study. completed another chapter. but i dunno what this chapter is called. ard evening wei xin came by and after he left, went to walk around at jp with junting. headed to storm for my hair cut. after which we went back to study. till mingting came over. :D met alfred lionel and guowei too. went off at 11+ and mingting is beside me now. :D

ghey secks babeh. and i love you D.



just bao a little bit. because ms frog say cut short not nice. look like kid. haha.

the end. FM: WIGAN NOW.

i'm gonna study hard. i failed once already. and wasted 1 year of my life. not going to school everyday. going to work on some days. finally it is time for me to take this examination again. i will look forward to getting into a poly. working after o's for the money. buy what i want. and enjoy my life. and i will be waiting for you to accept me. you really do mean something for me. it had been like a few months. don't let me down now. it will hurt alot


sigh. i'm sorry anyway. for the night. end.

went out with thomas buttie and zicong. china town. and annsiang hill and club street there. nice clothes. nice pricing. nothing much. met fg at the night at pm.


everytime you got my hopes that high, i dont wish to continue.


the end.

while waiting for my photoshop CS3 to be installed and waiting for d's reply, shall do this quiz. tagged by eugene.

1. Love is: sweet if it's returned. it's not if it's not.
2. I will always: dream about being rich
3. Forever: is not impossible
4. I never want to: be caught in any ugly situations
5. My cell phone is: always by my side
6. When I wake in the morning: i ask myself where am i going out to?
7. I get annoyed at: silly acts.
8. Parties are: never been to one in ages.
9. My dog is: i dont have one right now.
10. Kisses are the worst when: they are not returned by your partner.
11. Today I am: 4.30am already, will probably go to sleep after installing CS3 and wake up and meet some one for dinner or something.
12. Tonight I will: be outside with some one eating my dinner. or rotting at home.
13. Tomorrow I will: sentosa with jasmine and thomas.
14. I really want:us to be together.
15. When I looked at myself in the mirror today: i asked when am i going to have a nicer body.
16. I will drive my car: when i have one.
17. A word that rhymes with “PARK” is: bark. i hate dog barks.
18. Bright or Dark Room?: bright when i am chatting. dark when i am dota-ing seriously.
19. If I’m alone in a room with two beds, I: sleep on one of them, and try not to face the other one.
20. The last thing I said to someone was: i love you. (if you meant said to some one as in through verbal communication. not msn or sms.)



the end.

I'm sorry.

password removed. lawl. people just wont ask for the password. and decide to press esc 3 times and view my source. why ar? anyway. thanks for those who asked. :D you respected me. thank you. anyway. went out with thomas. went simlim to find hz and his poly friend. came home at night. nothing much la.

baby. :D

the end.

shall blog in peace now that this blog is password protected. hahaha. anyway. went out to sentosa to sun tan with buttie,fg and thomas! hahaha. met at 12+ at jp control and proceed to vivo and took the tram to sentosa. head to siloso beach and began tanning. threw buttie into the water. hahaha. tan tan tan till 5+ and went to bathe. head to vivo for our dinner. earle's swensens. spent $100+ there. had to cancel to ice cream fondue as we are really too full. ths fish and chip is best. hahaha. butt's sister(rose) came along mid way. and the 5 of us head down to town. walked around and i went to taka to find my colleagues. wendy bought me a cute koala from austrailia. thank you so much. hahaha. walked to paragon to meet them again and shopped around. went to heeren next and wisma atria. finally settle down at wheelock's starbuck. went home after that as we were tired. went to pm's mac with fg buttie and rosie. head home after sending both of them home. the end. pictures below.



fg


biSEX aka thomas


fg drew this. damn nice as desktop wallpaper.


thomas on the right. me on the left.


at earles swensens


me and thomas at earles'


on the way to town from vivo




frapmocha choco chips


rose. haha


waiting for the train. :D

the end. :D anyway...


havianas brasil


the berms


















sorry D.

met buttie and head to cityhall today to buy my berms and havianas. go thomas shop. hahaha. slacked and play in his shop la. omfg. he will be fired.then went to suntec to queue for donuts. fast queue. was not as long as expected it to be. bought donuts back to his shop and gave his colleagues and him. credits to jasmine. jsamine is fucking crazy today. hahaha. went to esplanade with thomas and jasmine after that. finish the donuts and cabbed home. pictures of the donut and jasmine wearing some ugly pyjamas in the shop with thomas. anyway, saw some really cute junk food undies. shall buy some for you alright doreen? i love you. hahaha.








jasmine drew me a few days back.





the end. sentosa soon. :D

what's wrong with falling in love and being together with some one of a younger age if you are a girl. i cant see what's wrong if that guy can offer you anything you want. and is already your type of guy. i just wana rant. this feeling overtaking me. fuck fuck fuck. fuckkkkkkkkkkkkkkk.





fuck. -_- end.

got home today morning. went out to fetch doreen yesterday night at 10pm and took express502 to marina bay.reached there at 11+ and sat down. chit chat. that silly girl keep going to sleep. haha. talked all the way till 5+ in the morning, and went to took 106 first bus to batok. so weird going home when everybody is going to school/work. took a cab home after that.



ty for the night baby. i love you. :D

went out to study today.


the end. i miss You.

came home after dinner with taka colleagues. today is taka's annual D&D but we went to lau pat sat instead. loads of people. occupied 8 tables. lawl. so uh. ate crab , satay and alot more i am lazy to mention. went to merlion park after that. and i went off early to find thomas. took the train home. got this cute girl keep looking at me. hahaha. all the way from cityhall to gekpoh. we took the same bus home too. :D and uh. dun get it wrong. i love doreen still. the end.




first date. :\

woke up at 5+ today. and went out at 6+ cabbed to town. met my colleagues. and met buttie. head to hongkong cafe but was a long queue. so went to wisma's dim tai feng. have our dinner. prawn + egg fried rice, pork+prawn dumpling soup and buttie's desert. bought a tee and 2 trunks from topman. buttie choose stupid but cute designs. meet doreen at fareast after wards and walked them to the bus stop and me and buttie took 174. she go car sick. so alight the bus for her to vomit. board another 174 and she wanna vomit again. so alight and board another 174. disgusting alright. shall wait for her to send me the pictures. :) went to pionner mall and i wanna vomit too. so ate mac. ate alot of things till i am fucking full. and walked her home and i went home. :D


the end. gg to bed now.

we are gheys!

hahaha! i'm not a twit!

some stupid photos taken ytd by jasmine.

anywayy. tagged by jasmine.

5 things in the bag:i don't carry a bag around >_>

5 things in wallet:money,atm,IC,adult ezlink, takashimaya promoter pass although, i wished i can have a a picture of you and me ms frog.

5 favourite things at your home:comp,bed,fridge,toilet bowl, washing basin

5 things you want:-uh. money,get into a poly,infinite money, more clothes and i want ms frog to be mine.

5 things you are doing now:-typing entry,waiting fg wake, waiting jasmine reply,waiting to go out and still waiting to go out

5 people i want to tag:-fg,jh,hz,wz,zk. wait for the last 2 to come back from their camp though :x

the end.

had not slept for a day! and just when i am gg to bed. i cant sleep already. -_- watched the rat movie with fg and jh. proceed to slack at pm with butt and fg. the end!





i'm bored now ._.

yesterday was 4e6's steamboat. then uh, 15 people turned up. went to marina to have our steamboat. we were fucking late. supposed to meet 6.30 at marina station. ended up leaving jurong point after 6.30. went home after that and walked home from jp with jt,wx,gl,john,wk and fg. went to find jasmine under her house. and went off to namdai to have supper with them. mingting came down after that and fg left. mt came over to my house and talked to me. see la mt. that's why i woke up at 5.30 today. -_-

just got home after outing with butt and my dearest fg.


met butt at pioneer bus stop. and bus to arena. fg came in a cab. and we started playing pool taught jasmine how to play pool. hahaha. she is a pro man. she won both me and fg. i'm ashamed. ! played till 9+ and bus to pioneermall macdonalds. had our dinner over there and chit chat like so long. and chat chat chat. abotu so many fucking fucked up things. and suddenly one asshole said 'arbo wo men mai jiu la!' and off we went to kou fu. 2 sticks of heneiken. went to butt's void deck. drank. and chat. and problems came looking for fg and me. ahh. :'( went home at 2+. and here i am. nights butt. and morning fg :)


i love you 2. and of course doreen. if only she understands how much i love her yea. hai.

was mia for a few days. shall brifely describe what happened alright.



went to arena on saturday night for pool with fg and gl. met jt michael wx and gz over there. played for 4 hours + and left for supper at namdai with fg and gz.'Need for Pool Underground' was successfully set up. as we only do spectecular shots. not direct shots. :x inerested parties may apply now to fg or me. limited spaces only. fg went home after that. gz came over to my house to stay the night. and that's about it for sunday.



went out with gz on sunday. went to his house. watched REDLINE. a movie about expensive people and their expensive hobby of betting in exotic car races. not bad a movie. with all the cars and the girls. had dinner at his house. and set off to town at 8+ . cabbed down as i was running late meeting doreen. met her at the staff exit, and walked to the bus stop. took 174 to batok and sat there for an hour +. chatting away with the rain going on. deleted my number from her phone and said goodbye. made her promise me that she will study and get into a poly. you better keep it if you're reading this eh. dont wanna be a toad do you?



watched her walked off into the rain towards CSC. took a train to CCK after that. and met gz over there. took LRT to bukitpanjang. went to 7-11 to get my dinner and went to his house after that. bathe, and started on my harrypotter book. read all the way till the movie. caught another horror movie on his laptop before we went to bed.



woke up at 3+ in the afternoon today and continued on harrypotter. till we went off in the night to namdai. had dinner with gl and gz. and off i went after that.

well, saw wad fg wrote in his blog about the group of us. i have to say i would not have known any of you if i was attached. back in secondary 3, i was not with any of you. spending every free moment i had with my girlfriend back then. left her later on and that was when i got to know you guys. how we spent our free periods in a big group at the back of the class, how we spent every single recess cuttint queues at the nasilemak stall and proceeding to sit at the tables near the fields and i think what's more memorable for all of us is the time we had together after school. i'm sure everyone remembered these times. we can talk for HOURS at the mama shop. and i really meant HOURS. play poker, gossip and even settling personal matters with other's parents are all done at the mama shop. i will always reach home at 7+ when i was with you guys. and 99 was our bus home. it was good because we can talk on the journey back too. soon, i began going town with you guys. i never stayed in town till that late when i was out with others. or can i say i did not go to town all the time. until now where i worked in town recently >_> i am really glad to have got so close to everyone around me. those making fun of fg, bullying of jh and loads more. and 1 more person i must definately mention is natalie. she is everyone's da jie. and i really love her loads. but she is drifting apart from us. BUT I UNDERSTAND. she's old already. must faster marry off if not no body wants her. HAHAHA. will always remember the time where she came over to console me during PCCG lesson when it was about relationships and i just broke off with my gf. and how we always tease her for being fat. i will rememeber everything we did. the burning of broomsticks, soccer in the alley, talks at the mama shop , trips to town and much more. :D thank you every body.

shall end here already. :) i love you guys. FG,MT,JH,ZK,THOM,NAT,HZ,WZ. and of course zc and qy who are not from my class.

well, it's the end that you asked for. i have no means of contacting you right now. and i bet you do not know how helpless i am feeling. you take care. and please contact me when the time comes. i'm always a call/sms away. good luck for your o's. please be the doreen that you told me about. you know i loved you. good bye my lover.