went out today with darling. had lunch at pioneer mall. zhu za tang. used to go with john and guoliang last time. but now all no time go liao ~_~ after lunch went to arena with her. expected it to be crowded. but got table. so we played and hour of pool. darling is VERY good at it. and i keep scoring her balls. dunno why also. probably she has good placing of the WHITE BALL. which flys out of the table more then once. i shall not further humiliate her. :x then go back pioneer mall buy some snacks. head home after it.


going to malaysia on 31st march. coming back on april'sfool. dunno wad sweep tomb festival. the end.

here to blog. yea.

DAE results are out on the 19th. yep. as expected i did not get into RP. that makes me schooless(i know this made up word sounds weird) this year.

i know rah. all you guys out there will be thinking. this guy dont want study. then want come nag and whine about how he is not going to get into any poly and is going to waste one year. but it's more then that.

it's the feeling of being left out. it's not that bad if you stay back in secondary school. i mean. your friends are with you still. you can make more new friends. and can graduate with the new friends right. but what's happening to me now is that i have already graduated. meaning , i cant study with my friends again and i cant make new friends. i have to study on my own. work on my own. and take o level on my own. get results again next year. and enter poly again. all on my own. this feeling of being left out.

it's not like i wanted to fail my maths and do badly for o levels so that i can't go any where. i wanted to be a poly student too. can continue my studies, can still enjoy life right. i admit i did not study that much as all of you out there did. but i have my limits right. i hate maths and i don't intend on passing it. but i did tried to get a C6 which is the worse passing grade. who knows i get an E8. well at least it beats the F9 i am having all the time. shrugs.

so now i have to retake my o's. often, you guys talk about poly stuffs in front of me. i envy it that much. rofl. yea. it just does not feel right to not study for this one year. imagine the embrassement when i meet you guys again. everyone will be like " hey! i learnt how to design this electronic shit you know" then what can i share with you guys? " that day i work i do mistake tio scolded" rofl. this makes me laugh rah. different topics.

i feel so left out la! just that . i guess. i am not trying to sound gay here la. because i am not gay obviously. haha. one more month till poly starts for you guys and work for me. and it's so close to my birthday. -_- how man! argh. i want to enter poly soon! and stop wasting time.

my mother talks about sending me to NS now and let me do whatever shit i want after that. that obviously is a VERY dumb decision la. i mean. now dont study. 2 years later ask me come out of NS study again. and she thinks i will study then when i mean to study now. doh!

k la. enough with this poly shit. will see you guys as my seniors next year when i enter poly >_>


what's troubling me next will be her.
got together back on the 19th. but it's not as smooth sailing as i expected.
i guess it's almost the 20th time we got together AGAIN? lol. but still same problems occur. if it's my fault ,yes i admit it. but it's not only my fault for this relationship not working out. you may threaten me with all that i disliked. but you only gain hatred from me. not guilt nor regret for quarreling with you. as much as we try to get closer to each other everyday. WE will ruin it at night for sure. please note that i used WE and not ME. as i wont accept it to be only my fault anymore. it's time to make you learn.

everytime you asked for this and that. when i ask for it in return. you are the one who could not give me what u wanted. i mean what is this man! if you want some things from me. then you must be able to give me what i want too right. if you can't do so , why expect so much from me man.

enough of this i guess. i can give everything you want. only when you give me what i want. only then i will be willing to give you what you want.








so screwed la now. shall blog again when i feel like it.

went to hyss's fired up concert yesterday. hmm. the music was good. but vocals could be improved la. probably due to the lousy speakers our school offer. after that went supper with thomas,fg,wz,wx,hz and mingting that big head. eat and chat till 2+ where there was no more bus. cabbed home with fg. and fell asleep soon. another 2 days no sleep. man i got to stop this habit. alright. watching bleach now. haha.


i'm always bored at home. so jio me out!

night safari!

went out with zk,wz,zyme and jh yesterday. supposingly we wanted to go to the zoo. so met at 2 and zy was late. went to cck and it started to rain ma. so we slacked in the arcade. and wanted to eat sakae as it was raining ma. so can't go to the zoo already. but zhangkai eventually decided that we should still go to the zoo.

accompanied them to eat ljs then proceeeded to take the bus to the zoo. when we reached there. found out that the zoo closes at 6! we have less then an hour to walk the whole zoo ma. so we decided not to go to the zoo but the night safari instead. so we slacked outside the zoo for more then 2 hours+. while in KFC zhiyong was being really gay. i can't stand it. it's strange why there's still this girl who is jio-ing him. haha!

7.30 went to bought the tickets for night safari. there are alot of counters la. but we all wanted to queue for this chiobu's counter. :x she quite chio man. then we see other counters empty but we just queue for her counter. until this spoiler from the counter beside asked us if she could help us. then bo bian lo. dont expect us to say "no thanks. we waiting for this chio bu's counter." so we went over. bought 5 tickets at 20 each. we did not take the tram ride one because we think it's not worth ma. but after walking the whole night safari trip i think it's more worth to walk la. just that you can't see elephants and lions.

went in to carry on with our walk. started on with mousedeers! they look as big as dosmestic cats. and they have really tiny legs. that's why they are such easy prey la. then walk walk walk to what they claimed to be fishing cats. ok so i saw only one fishing cat. but it's just walking around going nothing. haha. then got this indian gharial ar. it's crocodie la. but the stout is very thin, thus cannot eat big prey. only small fishes. saw 4 of them. just lying in the water doing nothing. at first i saw 3. because cannot see the 4th when it is right infront of me. damn good camoflauge. then there is the hyena. zk suggested i laugh like the striped hyena. since i always laugh hysterically. -_- k la i admit. i laugh in a strange way rah.

proceed to see other animals. reach the leopard's glass enclosure ar. then me and zk squatted infront of it. then the leopard turn to us and made some calls la. then being the naughty zk, he imitated the leopard's calls. the the leopard turned and lick the glass infront of us. so scary la. the head so big. tongue so big. then come face and lick the glass. then i move back. rofl. then there was this otter along this trail. that we looked at it for 10 mintues? because zk insists that the otter will climb up against the water fall and slide down. -.- a good waste of time there.

next, we entered the mangrove walk ar. it's a open air area for bats. harmless fruit bats la :D then we all went in. then it was really a close encounter with the bats. they are in such a close distance to you where you can touch them. but i did not la. -_- dirty ar. next open air enclousure is the giant flying squirrel one. my god. i have never in my life seen squirrels that big which can grow up to 1.3m man. but the ones we saw are not that big la. they are around 1m long? we hesistate going into this one as the sign reads that the squirrel will be angry when provoked. then zhangkai with us ma. we damn scared. because zhangkai will disturb the squirrels for sure. rofl. but we went in and saw te squirrels. quite cute la. but the thought that it will be angry when provoked we quite scary. lol.

next we reached a spot where we could see the upper seletar reservoir. it is a isolated corner with benches . you over look the reservoir and you can see the stars and the beautiful reflection of the trees from the glass like water. it's a completely stunning sight man. and it would be perfect if i have that some one i needed with me there. that's a recommended spot in night safari! for couples only :x and next the animal i wanted to see the most. giraffe. i thought they would be waking around eating and licking their own mouth. i want see their tongue how long ma. rofl. but they ended up sitting more then 50 metres away not even looking at me. :( ok la. nvm. still got zebras and scimitar-orned oryx.

walk walk walk. and walked pass a few large boulders which junhong claimed to be boulders. -.- saw some mountain pigs. haha. but there are no pigs. they are boars ba. spotted hyenas here. and next the tiger. the tiger was really big. if it was to stand , i guess it will be taller then me. it's head is also very big la. when we reached can hear the tiger calling. i doubt it's roaring. realise we missed hippos. so mis traced our steps. and reach the boulder junhong claimed to be. and the boulders started walking. -.-. so those are the hippos. whatthefuck man junhong! walked back to the entrance. we wanted to catch the animal show. but it was full. so we waited for the 10 pm show la.

10pm we went to the creatures of the night show. the host is damn irritating -.- and got fu hua chio bu sit beside junhong. one whole roll of them. haha maybe not chio la. how i know. i dont see girls one. haha! the show started. got owls,wolves,hyenas,otters, owls,snakes and the binturong ar. the otters part damn funny la. naughty otters. show ended. was very tired already man. 2 days no sleep you know! and i can walk night safari with them :D so took bus to cck and train-ed to boonlay.

reached boonlay. this fucking bus driver. saw me chasing the bus and zk behind me. he dont want to stop. the last person board the he immediately close the door and sped off. a true fucker man. so nvm. we waited for the next bus. on the bus there was this couple infront of us. ! wtf ! everywhere i go i see couples. is it just me or wad. fuck. reach home baths, used com awhile and slept.


finally a long and decent entry. only lacking pictures. :\ ahh! blog skin still sucks and lazy to continue.

argh . this skin. what should i do to it. it looks so ugly. how do i make the image look less awkward. some one help me!


anyway. ha. it's over. 5 years . because of one moment of folly. and that damn DAE results. donno when come out. how to know if i going where. -.-

cant bother to blog anymore till i fix this damn skin.


argh. i mentioned i wanted to go zoo before. didn't i? oh well. it's not you who is going with me.


thanks guys.! let's have fun at the zoo! hehe

waited for the results to be out. then guowei told me can check le. so i log on only to see this

Name : LIM LI WEI NICOL We regret to inform you that you are unsuccessful in your application. However, if you wish to apply to a particular course, you may approach the institution concerned directly. The institution concerned will inform you of the outcome of your application.

hahaha . what now eh.


i just want to know where you are going.

alright. 3.5 more hours till JAE results. listening to chasing cars now by snow patrol. nice song ar.

supposingly this is the first month since our patch up. but still it is a shitty day for us just like yesterday after the steamboat. hahaha. we failed at realising how hard it is for us to be together. and just treat each other like crap when we quarrel. how sad eh. haiya nvm.

met darling in evening to pass her sweater. then quarrel quarrel. she go fetch her bro. met guoliang,junting,weixin,michael and gengzhong. went arena for pool. fg,zk,wz and thomas came over later. hahaha! i improve le. so happy. now i am quite broke. there goes my john vavartos slip on/multi eyelets and my sling bag. and a new wallet. and new clothes. ok la. broke. i am a poor guy. :(

wonder will i get posted to the ONLY pathetic choice i put in for my JAE admission slip ar. sigh. so many other courses i wanna do. but they are in polys like SP and NP. well, RP has the courses i want to. but i might not get into it even if i appeal right. so yea. i am still gonna appeal there. i don't wanna work for one year, retake and go poly next year ar. because i still have to serve NS ma. so i have not much time to waste.

still can't sleep right now. probably gonna wait till morning. :( does the love in us means anything to us. ah. can't answer. nights!

okay . so there i am here updating my blog. yay!

alright. it has been 1 month since i blog. i might keep it this way. haha! a entry a month. alright. feburary ar. nothing much happened. just that there is chinese new year. i did not go any place during CNY. just stayed at home and rotted. but still managed to get some ang pao. :D $ revolves around me and make my world spin. so money is important ok. and yvonne of course la. hehe.

some where around mid CNY. went shopping with yvonnephuiruiqi. bought my long awaited newurbanmale slippers. first time eh. that i asked for a shopping trip rah. then that girl. force me to take neoprints with her. and i suck at trying hard to smile to look good. (since i am good looking without smiling wadddddd [ok jk]) but since the last time we taken neoprints was 1 year+ back. i decided to go along with her wishes as such things makes her happy ma :D i shall ask for it next time we go out. no pictures! because i am lazyyyyyyyy to upload ar.

okay. last 3 days of CNY. went on a 2 days 1 night chalet with darling. hehe. gamblegamblegamble there. and sleep in a fridge's condition through the night. second day's morning was good. :D i feel good. then eh.. checked out and bus-ed to bedok for the famous duck meat shop. ate duck noodles. was damn nice eh. ask darling!

today, went to pamela's house for steamboat. ahahaha! quite fun la.. just that i had a big meal before going. so can't eat much ar. if not i think there won't be enough left. got ang pao! and gamble gamble there. then went to irene's house. got ang pao too! :D hahaha. ang paos <3

went home at 8+ some AWFUL things happened la. wtfbbq.!! then, like this. and like that. hopefully it is resolved already.

alright! a update. i am not dead. and i remembered i told mario that i will say hi to him if i updated again. so.. HI MARIO!


marry me yvonne! :D