this pain. excruciating. you really have no idea.

my official wishlist. with pictures.



Head Porter Black Beauty messenger bag.



Black Checked Skinnies. Topman.



Black Creased Skinnies. Topman.



Black Washed Skinnies. Topman.





Fred Perry Polos.



Merino Mixed Shawl Cardigan. Topman.



Plain Black Cardigan. Topman.



Jack Purcell. (image used only as a referance.)



SE k850i.



Sony VAIO CR.



PlayStation Portable. OR



iPod Nano. (black)


and also, some which pictures can't be found.

Calvin Klein fall.winter07 belt. B3-9.

Calvin Klein Jeans.

Raoul short sleeved shirts.

a pair of Onistuka Tiger.

Loads of tops. from num's labels, topman , pull &bear. you get the idea.

a handphone line.

tertiary education.




and of course , all i really wanted for christmas is you , Doreen. Love you. :)

no matter what you said to me, i love you.


i've so much to say. but i'm not in the mood right now. good bye my friends.

Jet - Shine On

lying down on the garden bench for that 3 cold lonely hours , all i think about was you.


So many times I planned
To be much more than who I am
And if I let you down I will follow you 'round until you understand


i love you doreen. i'm sorry.

nothing much about my life nowadays but work. went out with my sister on her bike to enaq last night to have prata. after that went to bird park area and enjoy the nice view. head to meet zk , zy, fg , wz and jh after that. slacked at my play ground and chatted with a stroke victim for quite some time. i pity him alot. he's life is more screwed then any of ours and i realise that he has gone through much more then me. and when i feel sad , it's nothing compared to his. went to his house and look at his photos and his medical documents and financial documents. and got to realise how his wife certify him as mentally unstable just because of his stroke. and this leads to his OWN MONEY being taken away by his wife. and embezzeled by his relative. what's more, his children. high flyers of this society. abandoning him for their luxurious life. leaving him with a wife who locks him out of his own room in the flat. leaving him nothing but a sofa bed and their cute dog named renee. before we left his house. i felt i should thank him. so i held out my left hand to shake his. i know a handshake is between 2 right hand. but he had diffculty moving the right side of his body. but he did not took my left hand with his. instead , he struggled to shake my right hand with his right hand. it's really very tiring for him from the expressions on his face. thank you for this valuable lesson in life i will always remember. it's nice talking with you. till we meet again Jeffery Ong. :)

anyway. buttie came to look for me at work today. bought me takoyaki and japanese omelette noodles. thank you ar. next time i treat you. :D


alright. off to bed. love you doreen. :)

dunhill sling bag. yet to know the article name for it. but -- $725
sony ericsson k850i -- unsure of the price
sony vaio CR or any similiar laptop. -- <$2,000
calvin klein belt -- $130. i can get staff discount for this.
skinnies from topman. there are some nice designs now. not just plain black. -- unsure of price.
fred perry polo tees, those with the cute short collar -- unsure of price.
haircut -- $20 dollars -.-
new pair of sneakers. varvatos or a asos. -- unsure of price.
at least 10 new tshirts -- unsure of price.
fossil/diesel/guess watch -- <$250
ipod nano -- unsure of price.
raoul short sleeved button shirt -- $99
calvin klein jeans -- unsure of price. staff purchase! :D
a handphone line. -- prepaid seriously sucks.
to get into a poly with a course of my liking -- unsure of price.

to spend my christmas / new year with that with my dearest doreen and that bunch of brothers from 3e6,4e6 2005,2006. probably jasmine also la. -- priceless. money can get you everything you want. excluding your loved ones. for me, they are my loved ones. :)



wishlist updated!

i cut myself with the words you said to me.

before i go to bed, i shall make a wish list for this christmas, new year and my upcoming birthday. :) more to come if i can think of them!


dunhill sling bag. yet to know the article name for it. but -- $725
sony ericsson k850i -- unsure of the price
sony vaio CR or any similiar laptop. -- <$2,000
calvin klein belt -- $130. i can get staff discount for this.
skinnies from topman. there are some nice designs now. not just plain black. -- unsure of price.
fred perry polo tees, those with the cute short collar -- unsure of price.
haircut -- $20 dollars -.-
new pair of sneakers. varvatos or a asos. -- unsure of price.
at least 10 new tshirts -- unsure of price.
fossil/diesel/guess watch -- <$250
ipod nano -- unsure of price.
to get into a poly with a course of my liking -- unsure of price.
to spend my christmas / new year with that with my dearest doreen and that bunch of brothers from 3e6,4e6 2005,2006. probably jasmine also la. -- priceless. money can get you everything you want. excluding your loved ones. for me, they are my loved ones. :)