work today. fucking sian. help GEOX move store room. lol. nothing to do. saw ben angry first time :x not with me though. argh. caculate my psp. need around $550. might as well buy k810i right? nothing much worth blogging today. just that me and kent is broke dao! no money eat. discuss how to survive. hahaha!

went robinsons with kent after that. find ivan. another borse morgan guy. lol. then talk cock. and went to take the mrt to raffles place and switch to green line. board the train. got one guy suddenly touched me and said excuse me. and then i realise. it's my dearest fg. so coincidental. :D not a lonely journey already lol. so yea. around the end. !


phone or psp. shrugs. no line no phone. then psp. got line got phone no psp. wtf i talking.

:) :) :) :) :) see see. i knew this will happen. i won't be the only one dying if you kill me. with my last breath i will bring down the 3 of you. :) i wasn't fed 17 years. sent into NCC in sec school as my CCA for nothing. so dont expect me to be a weakling like you k? slam my door. scream and shout all you want. nothing's gonna change my hatred for you. you. and you? try me la guys. try me. such hypocrites. do NOT talk big when you have not done anything bastard. no wonder your mother left you, you son of a bitch. i wonder which of YOUR families is as screwed as the ones you are living with now. well. it can't be as screwed as your OWN family right? you guys are pathetic losers in raising one. never ever being able to fufil my needs. and you guys dont even understand what it means to have a family. maybe you can try working in taka. where the whole family goes out just to buy a pair of shoes for their son or dad. since when did we have the money and the time to have such shopping trips together? too bad you two earn too little to even put meals on the table. oh wait. i dont even have dinner at home anymore. you guys cant be that poor right? losers.


alright la. alot more to go on. but some bitch is gonna report that sooner or later. work today. :) serene and kent kept gek me. qi si wo le. but serene said something nice though :\ same to you alright. 8.30 went to changed all my price tags. update all my shoe charts. till 9.50. when people are released at 9.30. lol. work OT. i want claim $. haha. serene wait for me. and accompanied her to city hall. went to raffles next to meet thomas. he start work as a timberland promoter in isetan scotts today. his job jiu hao la. good pay. good like fuck. lol. shall end here.

pay day soon. :) but i still need some quick money. to be able to leave this hell hole. got to take up night jobs. rofl. alright. cya all.

fucked up family i am staying with. things like throwing my bottle for me when you are using the fucking rubbish chute. you can't. and proceed to fucking around with me. i said already. i will fuck you right back. and i hope you enjoyed all this bitch. so what if you are my mum. i don't care. seriously. you know yourself who you really favour anyway bitch. :) you just wait and see.

work today. morning. but went late. so left late. went to have dinner with serene. after dinner went ngee ann city there for the usual smoking + talking cock. she's pissed off with some colleagues of ours i guess. went home after that.



anyway. looking for cheap rental of rooms. provide me details on MSN.

morning shift today. :D morning damn fucking busy. sold 9 pairs in 3 hours. holy. lol. because only got me the only promoter there. then uh. lunch with my brother nicole. hahaha. she say i got aids. because my skin very dry. then after work wait for serene and wendy. went eat with them. and talked awhile. actually waiting serene. but wait until 9 i left already. because she got transport. :( so went home. bathe and eat dinner. now waiting for my draft match. :D





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it's 3 in the morning. gonna wake up in 4 more hours to prepare for work if i go to sleep now. but i still can't fall asleep. :\ something's troubling me. shrugs.


ahhhhhhhhhhhhh. how should i put it. this strange feeling. it almost feels like it's it. but it might not be it. :\ gonna go lie back down on my bed and try to sleep.





thanks for the reasons to forget you. :)

off today. went town. find serene for dinner. end up just nice steven called me. so go down do my pay thing also. then uh. after that went wisma to eat with serene. then went 7th floor to slack. went back. the security guard saw us. he must thought we are together. rofl. because i saw him going to ask huishan. and it's obviously about us. hahaha. so. chatted with wendy awhile too. about my psp la. gonna get it on friday already. cabbed to jp to meet jh and fg. haha. they ate without me. cheesepie. so i went buy OCk and bread talk. char siew bao anyone? morning shift tomorrow. argh. gtg soon. :D

:D back from work. so fun today. i slack alot alot alot. kent go lucky sold his phone at dinner. then i go walk around with serene. then went back to find kent at lucky. he is one talkative guy! so i won't feel bored. hahaha. actually going his house ton tonight. but due to some un forseen circumstances. i did not go. went went dinner with uncle lim and kent. haha. and went home after that. pay soon. :)


gonna go down to taka tomorrow. as a customer. holy shit. -__- how long is it since i went in there as a customer. :D alright. the end.

fuck man. the fucking fan is on at maximum and my window is so fucking big. do you think i slammed the fucking door you fucking brainless son of a bitch. dont come fuck around with me when you are not giving me money. i will just fuck you right back alright. i am no longer your goody old boy. so if you wanna mess around with me. feel free to.


alright. work. you guys will know wad i want say la! boring. dinner with wendy and huishan. ate kfc. my appetite is seriously shrinking. :\ came home. and that old man pissed me off. then played my game. blasted my music.

just came out of my shower. nothing much. 2 more weeks till i really stop working. dunno if i should work for 1 more month. bah. shall think about it.





what's missing?

just got home. after work. rofl. work ended at 10 yesterday. but went to find my bros :D

work was boring la! always boring. reached work got scolded by manager. and thomas came interview. and he ended up talking cock at my counter for over 5 hours i guess. talk alot with him la. then zc came. went for dinner with serene. she came to find me in town. fg came find me half way through. and i never heard from him until now. chao pangseh!after dinner went back. thomas is still there! so talk again. until he left with zc. talk talk talk again. i fucking hate people who show me attitude for nothing alright. accompanied ben kent and serene to eunos. where i took the train back to raffles to meet thomas and zicong.

so nice having company on the lonely train rides la. so i need my psp now now now. NOW! zicong went off at jurong east while me and thomas alighted at lake side and took 240 to boon lay. queued first for the nasilemak. where hz, jh and mt came. eat eat eat. and went to the usual spot to sit down and chit chat. they played some stupid games la. jumping and running on those massage stones bare footed. fucking painful. too bad i am in my uniform. if not i would have joined in. and can take MC. talk until 5+ and cabbed home. too tired. left them there.


and here i am blogging. gonna catch some sleep. and get ready for.. guess wad. work. -_- alrighty. cya all.


i can't help but imagine what are things you have been doing.

almost late for work. thanks for serene for the sms that wake me. hahaha. then prepare. went out. and uh. went work la. as usual. then talk cock alot today. really alot. rofl. went dinner with ben and serene. after dinner back at the sales floor, ben played some stupid games with us. need do some actions which i cant! and kent made a fool out of himself too. then when night ending manager asked us to go up. tio meh. joke too much on sales floor. haha.


just finished watching POC: at world's end on dvd. :x nice show! okay quite tired for today. so...

the end. :D

morning shift today. xD talk cock with serene. and the new ecco guy named andrew. and my mother hui shan. hahaha. went lunch with serene and huishan. then uh. serene went off first because she release first. met her after i release. went to bedok for my duck rice. because lunch i bought duck rice. very awful. so thought of bedok's duck rice. damn nice. hahaha. and she pei me wait bus 30. and i came home. the journey was 2 hours. holy fuck! but got nice scenery along the way. passing by the singapore river there. damn nice at night. :\ esplanade nights. oh well. then. uh. yea. that's about it.

thanks for the hints. now i shall move on. NOT?

went work today as usual. was late. but forced myself not to take cab. :D took bus and mrt. end up late 5 mintues only. attended morning meeting some more. but serene late. i clean all the shelfs. wtfiak! alot man. went lunch with serene. nicole pang seh us. left we 2. hahaha. went for korean food. saw some hyss peeps after my lunch. went back up. talk talk alot. then hui shan came with her baby. i touch her she cry. wtfiak! i am not monster :(

came back jurong meet jh for dinner at JP. and went home.

just reached home. went pool with jt wx gl michael gz. shit man. guoliang eat away my form. fugger. went eat after that. and came home. nothing much. blah.


i'm so not used to it.

woo. just got home. went work today. cab. -_- actually meeting huishan, her hubby and kent for lunch. but meet 12. i woke at 11.50. reach work. busy day. some dumb father days. -_- then had dinner with kent boon hsing and wendy. went back. slack. because the crowd gone le. junhong came find me :D so happy. but he went home in the end. no patience to wait me! so went pool with huishan her hubby and kent. played till 1150 and no more train already. so took 174.

alighted with them. and cabbed to hyss there. to find my friend. and after that cab again to find thomas and mingting. talk cock with them for a long time la. long time no talk. talked till 4+ and i cab home. MY ATM CARD IS SPOILT. omfg bbq. came home. they asked me to dota. so i played one game. and here i am. :D


off day today. gonna sleep in late. :D


cya guys. it's the 18th. and it's the 19th tomorrow. :)

raining the whole day in town. gloomy day. cab to work. still late because of the rain. went work. and start serving non stop for an hour and a half. :( then went lunch with kent. went back work. sold 2 pairs today. not bad for my brand. after work still raining. so i wait for serene to change. and went to staff exit with huishan and serene. met uncle lim and kent there. and huishan's hubby. and we all walked to the mrt. took train. hui shan and her hubby alvin took to jurong east. so i got company. :D then reach jp. 243 home. super tired today. gonna sleep after sorting out my play lists.

anyway. told my sales rep i am gonna quit today. 2 more weeks is the maximum i will work for him. and i will get my pay of.. 1k+ + my commision for 2 months. hmm. psp. k800i. and shopping.


gonna study or this 4 months. and i really gonna need all the help i can get. and i mean serious help. sigh. willi ever get into a poly -_- end here ba. am tired. anyway junhong, i dont humiliate you ba. :D i am not a bully.

work today. mario came with me. bought for him his vodka. -_- ate alone. after work mario came find me again. want watch pirates. not screening anymore. then went home with him. on the mrt saw this guy with that blue psp. i wanna touch it! lol. and then. uh. nothing much la. gonna sleep soon. tired dao~



nights all. holding on to nothing.

took replacement off today to rest at home. woke up at. uh. 5pm? lawl. and slack around at home. mum bought me duck rice without duck meat. LOL. seriously. then dota dota. gonna work again tomorrow. sian.

read the newspaper today. girl gang raped in johor. yet again. i wonder when is the goverment of malaysia gonna clean up malaysia. it's so fucking filthy. the couple was in a car when another car knocked into them. they sped off but the robber's car was in hot pursuit. and that dumb fucking bf turned into a dead end and the car's engine died. how coincidental. the guy was then beaten up. and robbed. and while the guy was dying away. the robbers told the girl this : have fun with us or we will kill your boyfriend. okay girls. listen up. if ever EVER you came across such a boyfriend. just run please. no matter how much you love your bf. -_- get raped over your bf? ok that's fucking stupid. not by one. but 3 guys. wtf. and the boyfriend just lie dying on the ground. wtf. after that. the robbers drove them pass a toll. and the officers there did not even suspect anything when there are THREE people sititng in the front. fuck the police there man. ok enough rant.


went for work today. almost late. but i rushed. so was not late. fucking busy in the store. have to do stock and move things for MEN's WEAR SECTION. DO I LOOK LIKE A TAKA STAFF OR PROMOTER FOR MEN'S WEAR? I AM A MEN'S SHOE PROMOTER. damn it. and they asked me to do all the sai kang. while the men's wear promoters all chit chat have fun. wtf. anyway. went back jp after work. and called up jh and fg to watch fantastic 4 rise of silver surfer with me. the preview. :D 7.20 show. a very very short show. 1 hour and not even 30 mintues i think. anyway there is a 10second part after the show. there might be fantastic 4 series 3 i think. then went home with fg after that.






tagged by jasmine again.

Favorite holiday? no idea.
Favorite Season?no idea.
Have you ever cried over a girl/boy?ya.
Last Movie you Watched?fantastic four rise of silver surfer
What books are you reading?none.
Piercings?2
Favorite Movie?alot.
Favorite college football Team?none.
What were you doing before filling this out?bathing.
Any pets?no.
Dogs or cats?dogs.
Favorite Flower?none.
Have you ever loved someone?yes.
Who would you like to see right now?alot.
Have you ever fired a gun?gun,no. rifle , yes.
Do you like to travel by plane?never been on one.
Right-handed or Left-handed?right.
If you could go to any place right now where would you go?america.
Are you missing someone?yes.
Do you have a tattoo?coming soon.
Do you still watch cartoons on Saturday mornings?no time for those.
Are you hiding something from someone?no.
ARE YOU 18?no.
WHAT IS THE WALLPAPER ON YOUR PC?the picture on my blog. just that it's the full picture.
DID YOU GET ENOUGH SLEEP LAST NIGHT?no.
FIRST THING YOU THOUGHT ABOUT THIS MORNING?shit. late for work.
GRILLED OR FRIED?fried.
WHAT MAKES YOU UNIQUE?my name? i'm not sure what makes me unique.
ARE YOU AFRAID OF THE DARK?depends.
FAVORITE HANGOUT?loads when i was dating.
THINGS YOU CAN'T LIVE WITHOUT?money and friends.
FAVORITE SONG?no idea.
WHAT ARE YOU AFRAID OF?no idea.
ARE YOU A GIVER OR TAKER?give wad? take wad? must depend.
WHAT ARE YOUR NICKNAMES?ahNIC,nic
LAST PERSON WHO CALLED YOU?doreen.
WHAT IS YOUR DADS MIDDLE NAME?no dad
WHATS YOUR MOTHERS MIDDLE NAME?poo.
STUCK ON A DESERTED ISLAND & COULDTAKE ONE THING?a transport which can transport me back to where i came from.
WHO'S YOUR CELL PHONE PROVIDER?singtel
first THING you'll save in a fire?no idea.
Whats your favorite color?black.
WHAT ARE THE THINGS YOU ALWAYS TAKEWITH YOU? money and phone.
WHAT DID YOU WANNA BE WHEN YOU WERE A KID?cop.
WHAT DO YOU USUALLY DO WHEN THECLOCK TURNS 11:11?using the computer or will be out.
THE COLOR of YOUR BEDSHEEt?brown and white.
WHAT DO YOU THINK ABOUT BEFORE YOU GO TO BED?fuck. work again.
CHOOSE 5 10 PEOPLE TO COMPLETE THIS ok skip this last part.

jasmine asked me to do this. -_-


Rules of game:
1: Each player of this game starts off with 10 weird things or habits or little known facts about yourself.
2: People who got tagged must write it in their own blog and state this rule clearly.
3: At the end of the game, list down 3 people to be tagged and NO TAGBACKS.



1.I always wished i look more handsome.
2.I always ask for sweet and sour sauce when i have macdonalds.
3.I love drinking HL milk.
4.I like girls who wear shorts.(provided you have nice thighs. if not please dont wear them, you will look fucking ugly.)
5.I hate twits.
6.Girls need not have big breasts to get my attention.(but having nice ones is still a +point.)
7.I am addicted to mentos mint.
8.I have 4 ex girl friends.(excluding jasmine because she is my girl-friend now)
9.I hate guys which look up at girl's undies when on the escalator.
10.I fucking hate/detest/discriminate/am prejudice banglahs.


ok 3 person to do this. junhong, natalie and weizhuang.




went work with doreen today. met her at bukit batok bus station. took 106. then reach town. went work. smlj japanese taka boss coming. but i also no see him. then went lunch alone. wtfiak lonely. :( i hate eating alone. unlike last time when i have the company. so i ended up sitting on some bench. eating a sandwich. then bought bread for nicole. because she is hungry. -_- ask me buy bread for her. after work. wait for doreen and took 190 to cck. then she show me the taxi stand. and i cab home. came home. changed. and went out again.


went to meet junhong fancy and john at jp for dinner. went arcade after dinner. and got home after that. saw waikiat at the interchange. he is with his angel now. rofl. gonna fm/dota later. :)









yvonne phui. where are you. please contact me asap.

off day today. went soccer with jh zk wz fancy and fg. after soccer zk went find gervina. and fancy jh dunno go where. so the 3 of us go pool. won like siao in the start. but lost in the end like siao. :( fuck! then went home. actually going wz house ton.but quite ma fan la. so came home. going work with doreen tomorrow. rofl.



where did you go to. better contact me soon. you know who you are.

NO WORK. hahaha. off day. off to bed. lazy to update. shall post more tomorrow. bye all.

after work today, wahyudi zy and hz happened to be in town! so rushed off to meet them. woo.

they want see chio bu. so i bring them to cine. ok. alot of typical girls la. nothing special. :D buttie is still best. then went to level 9 e2max. went there . hand damn itchy. so ask them to dota. walked around. finding for suitable opponents la. but all playing vs AI. ok that is wtfbbq noobish ok. so we on com first. and go ask around to see if we can get a match. got a bunch of idiots la. came play with us. ok. we owned. and the spectators were making ohh ahh noises. and bragging about their sand king. like wtf can. -_-

after dota went to play the foosball. FUCKING FUN. because i am pro at it. LOL. score from midfield :D

cab home because no more train. 10 dollar. fugged. and i just withdraw money. now left $ 2 again.


reached home, bathe and online now. gonna sleep soon. dun wanna be late.


ok i need my psp now. and i am low on money already. donations?

ok i am so fucking tempted to buy a psp that i almost ask my taka staff friend to buy for me today using his taka card. ok i want a psp now. and i am getting it. i dont care if thousands already got it. but i want my psp. now now now now now. went work. boring dao yao si. i need my psp. came home. read butt's tag board. every one thinks she smoke. she dont smoke ok. and i want my psp.



the end. i want psp.

boring work as usual. omg i cab to work today. ok i am going to take the mrt and bus now. because that bastard refuse to give me money. hahaha. who cares. so reached work. boring day. not much people. talk cock with serene and zi jian alot. went dinner with serene. after that was boring all the way till 8+ i went to the toilet. i was washing my hands when this kid ran in, fell down and hurt his hand. then he shouted " HELP! HELP!" i was shocked! so i did not care. he shouted a second time. and i went to help him up. and uncle lim came and the mother came. rofl. funny scenario!


after work my wonderful buttie came to find me. wanted to catch the 10:05 show for men in white. but she cant make it. she has to cab from suntec. so i bought the 12.15 show instead. she reached and we went to wisma's starbuck to have our drinks. then proceed to the mac outside shaw house. she have her fillet and i played her psp. so fun! the bleach. hahaha. then then walked back to wisma. talk talk and went into the cinema. such a funny and lame show. but dont watch if you dont understand BOTH hokkien and cantonese. you wont find it funny and will just be laughing along with the others who dont understand hokkien and cantonese. cab home after that. haha. i wanna pull your tongue. so you cant toy with the barbell. send jasmine home. then went home. and bathe. and blogging now.


T_T work tomorrow again. i want my new pay day! more things to get. hahaha.




ok cya!

went work today. was late. cab again. fuck. some one stop me from cabbing please. slept in the cab till i reach taka the uncle wake me. so paiseh. haha. then my lies told to my department nearly got found out. thanks doreen for covering up with me. went lunch with serene. she not feeling well. then she go vomit. :\ i think i pass my illness to her. and i am still coughing badly!

after work went jp meet fg. then meet the rest. jh's birthday! i think we should have another outing la. today this one. so cmi! eat prata. later i smack all your face like prata then you know. okok. gonna go back to watch zk vs fg dota.


love actually.

Happy 17th birthday junhong. :D

after work. thomas came find me. went shop. alot place. i want my bloody shoes. no time get. i want my bloody jeans. cannot find. bought myself a zoo york tshirt. then go cine watch shrek 3. -_- then pei him to chinese garden. wanted cab home. wait 20mintues no cab. all kanna kope. then walk to the hyss dere. took cabb home. and here i am. morning tomorrow.

and one bloody fucker suspended my line because i dont give him money to pay his bills. hahaha. fucking noob! i am 17 and expect me to give him money. bloody fucking noob! and resort to suspending my line to get my attention. fucking old liao still play baby games. k la. i give you some money beggar. :D



it's all about you.

tio pangseh today. so went no where. stayed at home. evening went eat with natalie. and go pool with her bf. after that went home. the end. D:

gonna wake tomorrow morning for work. sian-ed.






where's square 1

so i was late for work today. i walked to my house's bus stop and wait for a cab. there came this yellow top taxi. i board it thinking it was alright. and by then i was 20 mintues to being late. and it takes around 20 mintues for me to reach taka. so i told the uncle to drive me to takashimaya. this uncle then head towards AYE. and from the start of the express way, he accelerated. 70,80,90 ,100 ... ok that's already speeding. but what's more is he accelerated to above 140km/h. ok that's scary. i mean 140km/h in a normal car is not scary. this is a taxi for god's sake. i am 17 and i wanna live longer. and this asshole is doing corners at 120km/h. i am not joking. -_- and what makes me panic most is he speeds at 140km/h and tailgate other car on the right lane. he is tailgating at less then 1 meter away. so i told myself i am gonna get killed if i dont fasten my seatbelt. so i fasten my seatbelt. and i reached takashimaya in 10 mintues. yay.


work as usual. did not eat dinner today. went shopping. damn. the jeans i wanted is gone! :( sadded la. and i am still coughing as badly. :( that's about my day.




it's no longer about taking the first step.

went to work today. cough like crazy. :( then dinner go eat pepper lunch myself. :( then went back work. talk cock alot. play tic tac toe with serene even. came home. watch tv. bathe. now going back watch tv. :D nothing much to blog about la.




:D i am a happy boy.

was fucking sick yesterday. so sick that i have no energy to even get off my bed. :( from morning all the way till night. i was lying on the bed. until my dad brought medicine home for me. then felt better. now gonna prepare to go work. shall blog later on when i reach home at night.