'i hate you.' what should i comment about this. i know you do not meant to. qi hua i guess. but? still it has it's effect on me.
i need time. where is my time. i just don't grumble anymore. you really thought you endured enough? you jealous alot of times yet kept quiet? how can that be put together with how i do not go head on into quarrels anymore? how i kept quiet in quarrels nowadays.
i know you kept quiet. but such things could not be compared. when you keep quiet. you expect the person to be happy. but when u kept quiet and u take it out to compare. then i already know that you are not happy. i tried to explain all the time. i really tried. and i do not know how to carry on every time you got angry during me explaining. sigh. 7 more days. wanted to bring you out yesterday. to see what you like. but? i did not have the chance to. what should i do. sigh. hopefully we can go out on friday. dun feel like blogging le.

you are
stillangry
stillunhappy
stillattituding
stillignoring.

i'm?
just keep quiet. trying my best to be optimistic like you told me to. =) but.? i even got scolded when i put a smiley face. i have veen trying to me optimistic. but do you really know? nope..








when will you change?
don't you know i have never given up hope? sigh-