i will not believe you again! those words are harsh. do you know? how can you ever say such things. i said i everytime make u feel bad by doing things. but yet when i said i do not want to do already you still angry with me. lost. what should i do. everything every step every single fucking thing will be my fucking fault where i dun fucking get the understanding i need. all i do is malign accuse you. we shall see what happens when i keep quiet then.