alright. 3.5 more hours till JAE results. listening to chasing cars now by snow patrol. nice song ar.

supposingly this is the first month since our patch up. but still it is a shitty day for us just like yesterday after the steamboat. hahaha. we failed at realising how hard it is for us to be together. and just treat each other like crap when we quarrel. how sad eh. haiya nvm.

met darling in evening to pass her sweater. then quarrel quarrel. she go fetch her bro. met guoliang,junting,weixin,michael and gengzhong. went arena for pool. fg,zk,wz and thomas came over later. hahaha! i improve le. so happy. now i am quite broke. there goes my john vavartos slip on/multi eyelets and my sling bag. and a new wallet. and new clothes. ok la. broke. i am a poor guy. :(

wonder will i get posted to the ONLY pathetic choice i put in for my JAE admission slip ar. sigh. so many other courses i wanna do. but they are in polys like SP and NP. well, RP has the courses i want to. but i might not get into it even if i appeal right. so yea. i am still gonna appeal there. i don't wanna work for one year, retake and go poly next year ar. because i still have to serve NS ma. so i have not much time to waste.

still can't sleep right now. probably gonna wait till morning. :( does the love in us means anything to us. ah. can't answer. nights!