i'm gonna study hard. i failed once already. and wasted 1 year of my life. not going to school everyday. going to work on some days. finally it is time for me to take this examination again. i will look forward to getting into a poly. working after o's for the money. buy what i want. and enjoy my life. and i will be waiting for you to accept me. you really do mean something for me. it had been like a few months. don't let me down now. it will hurt alot


sigh. i'm sorry anyway. for the night. end.